I have this really great idea about the news but I don’t know how to go about it and my friend Aaron totally backs me up on it. People my age have a very small attention span and the news doesn’t really do anything in attempt to get us as viewers but hey did straight to the point webcast and blogs a lot of ct youth might actually take notice. Now watch someone totally steal my idea!
Anyway speaking of the news Rich said NBC 30 might be hiring some sort of assistant so he’s looking into it for me. Which would be a great way to get my food in the door while I further thinking about and research my idea.
Imagine something that fits in the palm of our hand could be killing off something even smaller. And if this thing is wiped from the face of the earth could destroy us?
A little humor before the more serious but still funny video.
This shop just makes me think about how awesome Rich’s kitchen could be even with those ugly dark wood cabinets. It’s the theory of if you can beat them join them. Her blog knick knacks and ric rak which is linked here is just a great inspiration. Anyway here’s my favorite things on the site.
Apple Pickin’ Skirt
I love apples, but I know a girl does even more I need to send her this link.
wycinanki dress
The graphic on this dress is just stunning, like a burst of happiness.
distelfink top
Ah so kitschy! It makes me want to go to a pub, get drunk and start a The Boy Least Likely To songs sing-along.
toadstool apron
The brown one would just adorable hanging from a hook in the kitchen.
Oh and for smiles here some The Boy Least Likely To
So I know I said I’d write about Project Runway but I took a walk and then napped all day till Ace of Cakes was on. Congrats to Duff on making the world record for largest cupcake. I slept a lot today too but it felt really good when I woke up. I needed the sleep. So I think this weekend will be spent with Paul but things are still iffy due to apartment key issues here. Today for not real reason I went looking at wigs on ebay. It’s amazing the deals you can find from the Chinese ebay sellers. I figure the reason you getting the deals is it’s coming right from where they’re being manufactured. Here’s the great sellers I found:
I really want to blog about Project Runway but the site isn’t updated in time. Hopefully I’ll remember to tomorrow. So today I added three more links to my sidebar, Design Sponge, The Purl Bee and Mixed Plate. Thanks to mixed plate my flickr set “Inspirations” is getting pretty big. I discovered the other two in Threadbangers blog’s recent post about pillows.
First there’s these awesome pillows found on the blog The Purl Bee. And oh wow there’s a tutorial! The remind me of fireworks
These ones come from Design Sponge and again there was a tutorial. I think they’d make great his and her pillows.
A little off topic but just as cute in the pillow blog entry there also mentioned checking out jamtartbaby for inspiration. I didn’t like the pillows so much but this baby blanket is bitchen.
I really don’t have the energy to post but I figured since it was nearly six o’clock in the morning and I still couldn’t sleep I might as wee. Most of the pain I mentioned in my last blog has gone, except the pain in my back. I still have my period but it’s almost ending so no real problems there. My depression however has worsen greatly. I barely get any sleep, I’m never hungry and for the most part I just lay around all day and either attempt to sleep or just cry. Breaking up with Paul had no real effect on this. Although I did break up with him, get back together, break up with him again and now I think we’re just friends. We might hang out on Wednesday, I guess I’ll know where we stand then.
Anyway on a completely different note a friend of Rich, Jon and myself Kevin is in the state. He’s normally not around because he goes to school in Virginia and is going to Europe this summer. Though he stopped in Connecticut for a few days before going because his mom is recovering from ovarian cancer. We’re going to visit her sometime soon. So Rich knows he’s coming to visit and doesn’t bother giving me a heads up. Well Kevin decides instead of checking to see if any of the doors are open he’s just going to knock on the living room window. It scared my so badly I hid in the kitchen the entire time. After realizing it wasn’t working he actually got in through one of the doors left open and knocked on the actual apartment door. I was about two seconds from hiding in the bedroom under the covers like a little kid when he actually called out that it was him. I was pretty pissed but I forgave him when he brought me to Friendly’s for a milkshake.
First I think, well I’m pretty sure it’s completely over between Paul and I. He insulted me one of the rudest, insensitive way ever. Once more it’s even worse cause it wasn’t even intentional. Fist yesterday I got my period, I’ll talk more about that later. So I IMed him telling him “Hey so there’s no chance I’m prego although I’m bothered I got my period 8 days early” exact words and his response? “haha why bother then? we have no baby on the way my next Beethoven can wait” I call drunken rambling, chat with him a little more and then decide to go to bed. Well at 4:00am when Rich logs in he’s still on. I’m pretty upset so I tell Rich to tell him his little Beethoven got flushed down the toilet but it was ok because he’d never want to have a kid with me anyway. You couldn’t even guess his response. Ready for it? He said I wasn’t worthy of giving birth to his offspring. And that my friends is the moment I decided I couldn’t date him any longer. I accepted the fact we weren’t going to last long that Sunday we met. I even accepted the fact we weren’t even going to fall in love and someone would get their heart broken, I decided it was ok because we had a nice thing going other then you know his drunken confessions of love to a girl he only knows via internet at most phone calls. But this. me not worthy. That draws the line. I was going to IM him but I didn’t get the chance so I left him a myspace comment saying I really need him to drop off my glasses this weekend and that’s when I’ll tell him I don’t want to see him again.
Anyway on to my period. But WARNING this is going to get a little graphic. So I wasn’t feeling so well yesterday even after sleeping 15 hours. Well a few hours later I go to the bathroom and a good amount of blood gushes out, more then usual when it firsts starts. Not to mention it was really dark and also like I stated it was 8 days early. Suddenly and till now, well still now I was in the worse pain ever. My cramps are the worse they’ve ever been, my back constantly aches, my joints hurt, so does my head, I constantly feel like I’m about to faint and vomit and I don’t feel hungry so I’m not eating. I think I’m going to see if someone will take me to the ER because this is really bad.
I haven’t written in the past two days because they’ve been spent laying down. Rich had monday and tuesday off but he was sick both those days, actually he’s still sick. So of course I got sick too. We’re both still sick but getting better. His symptoms were worse then mine though I just have aches and sleep a lot. Ugh I need to shower but I’ll put it off for a few more hours. Tomorrow I’m probably going over Paul’s for the weekend. I’m really trying to convince him we should go to Sailfest saturday. If we do I’ll probably have a lot to talk about sunday. I know it’s wrong but I’m really excited about the chance of seeing Aaron. I also get to see my mom, sister, Robbie and Laura who I haven’t seen in a year. I also might get the chance to see Jimmy, Aaron, Geoff, Val and Josh. I really miss all my friends there but I’m just not ready to move down there just yet. I need to do some more growing. You know mature a little more, learn how to manage some money, have some money in the bank and maybe get my crafting started.
Alright I have to admit it I gave in and spent a few hours browsing through Go Fug Yourself/ The things celebrity wear sometimes, it just makes me sad. I’m however really disappointed I did not see this image of lil mama up there.
I doubt when Angelic Pretty went and released this series they never thought some hip hop star would pair it with a tube top and sneakers. It’s supposed to be doll like and cute, darn it! Like this:
Anyway on to my actual life, well Rich’s to be more exact. So last night Rich finally got the balls to hook up with this guy he’s been talking to named Johnny. Oh my god when he brought the guy home I had to try really hard not to burst out laughing and instead pretended to be asleep. Who knows though this might actually turn into a relationship.
As for me I got all these messages in a minute
erica i want you
erica I want a chalupa
erica I want to hold you
erica I wanna make you smile
erica I want to show you my penis
erica I think you’re funny
erica I love your voice
erica erica erica
although I’m bothered I got my period 8 days early” exact words and his response? “haha why bother then? we have no baby on the way my next Beethoven can wait” I call drunken rambling, chat with him a little more and then decide to go to bed. Well at 4:00am when Rich logs in he’s still on. I’m pretty upset so I tell Rich to tell him his little Beethoven got flushed down the toilet but it was ok because he’d never want to have a kid with me anyway. You couldn’t even guess his response. Ready for it? He said I wasn’t worthy of giving birth to his offspring. And that my friends is the moment I decided I couldn’t date him any longer. I accepted the fact we weren’t going to last long that Sunday we met. I even accepted the fact we weren’t even going to fall in love and someone would get their heart broken, I decided it was ok because we had a nice thing going other then you know his drunken confessions of love to a girl he only knows via internet at most phone calls. But this. me not worthy. That draws the line. I was going to IM him but I didn’t get the chance so I left him a myspace comment saying I really need him to drop off my glasses this weekend and that’s when I’ll tell him I don’t want to see him again.
