Cheap Frills

First I think, well I’m pretty sure it’s completely over between Paul and I. He insulted me one of the rudest, insensitive way ever. Once more it’s even worse cause it wasn’t even intentional. Fist yesterday I got my period, I’ll talk more about that later. So I IMed him telling him “Hey so there’s no chance I’m prego although I’m bothered I got my period 8 days early” exact words and his response? “haha why bother then? we have no baby on the way my next Beethoven can wait” I call drunken rambling, chat with him a little more and then decide to go to bed. Well at 4:00am when Rich logs in he’s still on. I’m pretty upset so I tell Rich to tell him his little Beethoven got flushed down the toilet but it was ok because he’d never want to have a kid with me anyway. You couldn’t even guess his response. Ready for it? He said I wasn’t worthy of giving birth to his offspring. And that my friends is the moment I decided I couldn’t date him any longer. I accepted the fact we weren’t going to last long that Sunday we met. I even accepted the fact we weren’t even going to fall in love and someone would get their heart broken, I decided it was ok because we had a nice thing going other then you know his drunken confessions of love to a girl he only knows via internet at most phone calls. But this. me not worthy. That draws the line. I was going to IM him but I didn’t get the chance so I left him a myspace comment saying I really need him to drop off my glasses this weekend and that’s when I’ll tell him I don’t want to see him again.

Anyway on to my period. But WARNING this is going to get a little graphic. So I wasn’t feeling so well yesterday even after sleeping 15 hours. Well a few hours later I go to the bathroom and a good amount of blood gushes out, more then usual when it firsts starts. Not to mention it was really dark and also like I stated it was 8 days early. Suddenly and till now, well still now I was in the worse pain ever. My cramps are the worse they’ve ever been, my back constantly aches, my joints hurt, so does my head, I constantly feel like I’m about to faint and vomit and I don’t feel hungry so I’m not eating. I think I’m going to see if someone will take me to the ER because this is really bad.

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